Broken wing

Its been ages i never feel this way, lonely. I realized i am a bit desperate in a few weeks, kept thinking why.
I blame my sister, i thought it was her ruin my mood, asked my attention everytime.

I actually just lost, i have no direction, no aim, nothing i wanna do for my self.

I became a bad person, never talk nice, always high tone, always screaming, rude to people who said care and love me.

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